“The Bitter End”

When I look back I see everything I wanted, everything I needed

And I’m still trying to figure this out

How can you just take my heart and ball it up just to throw it away?

Where were you when I loved you?

Do you not understand?

It was so good and this is so fixable but you don’t even want to try

So just throw me away like garbage, apparently

It’s over, it’s over and you don’t even care

Like I’m supposed to be just fine

I’m stronger than ever and I still can’t take this

Though, I’m amazed I’m still standing

Oh God, now would be the perfect time to take us away

Take us away from this forsaken planet

Where love is so transformational

My eyes can’t take another glance

My heart can’t take another beat

So this is it not even one chance

So this is it, your craved defeat

The answer to your question: Just give up, just give up

It felt so right so why the hell was it so wrong

I don’t understand and I never will

This is killing me, killing me all over again

When all I wanted to do was love you

You couldn’t keep your eyes on the prize, girl

Instead you see the failure and accept it

For some reason and it makes no sense, at all

Because you said you would, you said you would

For better or worse and where does this leave me?

So here I am, broken again and again and again

Like I can take a beating over and over and keep breathing

This is not what I dreamed of, you would be so disappointed

If I brought you from the past to see all of this

You’d be so disgusted

You’d be so disgusted!!!