“I Am Not The One”

So I’m waking up all over again with a new and different headache each day

Wondering when I’ll find my place in this broken world, oh I’m so close

I feel it

I’m so tired of being at the bottom of your list

Like everything means more than I do

More than I do

I’m not running anymore and I am not the one

Seeing clearly now and I’m not letting you walk all over me

I’m so through with it all; I’m so ready for a new flavor in my mouth

Here comes the flood and I should be far ahead by now

I find myself tangled in your web of memories, draining the life out of me

Cut the cord, relax your heart, take a deep breath and get up

Girl, best of luck to you and goodbye

I’m not running anymore

and

I am not the one

I am not the one

I am not the one

Tugging on me like a ravaging monstrosity

This acceptance is hard to swallow

I’m fallen to the maw of avoidance

I hope you’re happy with your decisions

Because this heart is void of you

No more falling down

Because I am not the one